What I Want?

Assalamualaikum and Hi!

   Hi, now this post is mostly about myself and what i want in life and death. It's going to be a short post coz i don't have much idea now...oh well. We should start now~

   So, i think that i am cursed eith a high and expensive taste but a very low budget. All the money i get is from my sweet ma. That is only pocket money for break time at school. So I'll only get rm2 a day for 5 days in a week. That is in a school week only.

   I don't go shopping much coz my parents are the stay-home kinda people. So when we go out and shop u'll think i get to buy what i want. But no, everything i ask for ma will give 101 excuses to not buy that item for me. In the end i'll come home empty handed :( .

   So what i ask from ma? Here's te list of what i wanted and asked from ma from the last 2years:
-sneakers
-cartigen
-new bag
-new glasses
-chocolate
-shirts
-blouse
-jeans
And ect.

   From all i said above ma only bought 2things for me. Jeans and cholates. Thanks ma...but.... Ergh nvm. Maybe I'm being greedy. Am i? Ergh, i think so.

   Next, what i always wanted to have since i was a child; a pet CAT! I love cats!!! Especially black cats. Pure black. Omg they look so awesome. And what did ma say when i asked for a cat? "What?! Who's going to clean the cat's poop?! No!" and ma is 'geli' of all living animals. It is true. So i'll just have to wait until i move my own place to have a pet cat.

   Other than a pet cat I really really want curly hair! I'm so jealous of ma's curly hair. Why don't i have curly hair?! I get so jealous looking at Taylor swift's hair... Farah nabihah, wani and some other friends also have curly hair. And every time i see their hair, i just stare and admire their hair... Aishh what a pethetic life i have. So my hair is straight. More to wavy straight, maybe it suits me but i still want curly hair. Hmm. . . Nevermind i love my hair the way it is eventhough it isn't curly...

   Futher on, I seem to notice that most girls dream about having a perfect guy in their life and getting married and live happily ever after. Most girls, not all. . . Erm, i don't know why but i'm not that type of person. I don't even think i want to get married. Too much complications! Haha. . .i don't really mind though. Fate will decide if i'll get married or not. So for the groom to be(if there is one -,-) status doesn't matter, he doesn't have to be perfect, no money? I don't mind but he have to be wise about Islam and he have to be the one to guide me to Allah's path. And he have to be tall. Haha kidding.

   The last thing that i wish and really hope for is for me to be one of Allah's servant who is humble and worthy enough to be Allah's creation. I know i'll never be worthy enough to step foot in Allah's heaven but i will try hard and keep trying until the day i die.

  So that's that. Ofcourse i didn't state all the things i want. Sorry if this post is real boring. But thankyou for reading.

Sincerly,
Hazlin Emira

Soya Soraya

Assalamualaikum & Yaw~

   So yesterday I was at my friend's house with syiqin n nas. And so there was a conversation about this situation where Nas have conflicts with her bestie. So that got me thinking... Maybe I should make a post about a friend. Other than Jamila and Nina, i got this cool friend named Soraya.

   Soraya a.k.a Soya, my close friend. She's tall, white, cute, awesome personality and just a great friend. We became close this year where me and Soya sat next to each other in class. Other than Soya, I also sat next to Pyka Salleh (a cute little fwen of mine). So i shared a year with Soya.

   I known Soya since form 1 2009. She was in the same class as me but she exchanged classes. Than since form 2 me and Soya was in the same class until now. But it was only until this year me and Soya became close (i dont know about her but i think we did became close). And I had a blast with her.

   So sitting next to Soya was like having a party. Noisy, fun and sporting is how I would describe how it felt sitting next to her. Eventhough some days were gloomy either because of her moody or me being moody. Oh yeah she also is annoying! Haha she really knows how to get on your nerves sometimes. And when she's in 'angry mode' I advice you not to disturb her. . .she gets scary somtimes. Haha but she's still cool.

   Did you know she could drive a car! WHAT?! Yo Soya your not old enough... Haha. Cool isn't she. She also got a pretty face... That just makes my jelous huhu. Haha. And she knows all the right things to say to make me feel better. Our conversations are practically normal. Although I am out dated, so somethings she talks about makes me confused. Still listening to het talk about Adventure Time never seems to be boring. Soya is also a great artist. She draws very well.

   Well thats it for now. Thanks for reading this post. Well I'm lucky to have a friend like her so, sorry Soya if anything I said in this post got affensive. No hard feelings ok~

Sincerly,
Hazlin London.

Me at Penang~

Assalamualaikum and Heyy!

Good evening, well here I am at my hometown house laying on a matress all alone. Why am I alone? Bcoz my family are in Bukit Sentosa, Selangor while I stay here 3hours away from them at Pulau Penang (my grandma's house).

   I decided to stay here at Penang so I could help and take care of my grandma who isn't quit healthy. At first I was excited to stay at penang bcoz my grandma was supose to be moving in a new house. But that got delayed,but I stayed anyway. See how caring I am haha. And you know what. .  . I'm having a blast stayin here at Penang.

   Every day I would have to wake up at about 9am and most days I would have to help my granda cook. It's kinda cool really. . . After cooking I take a bath and do what ever I do to kill time. I also do some chores like drying the cloths or washing the dishes. I enjoy doing chores while listening to music, it makes it less boring and less tiring.

   I don't know why, but everyday (almost everyday) I get money from my grandma or my elders... Great isn't it?! I'll just have to say "I want to go 7e to buy some bread, do you need to buy anything?" and BAM! My grandma gives me rm50 and says "i dont need anything. Buy anything for yourself"...and I act all innocent saying I already have money and stuff but in the end my grandma will insist of taking her money and buy whatever I want to buy. Hahaha! I'm so lucky~

   For meal time, i don't know why but my apetite just vanished when I came to Penang. Which means I don't eat as muchas I do back at home. It's a great thing bcoz I'm losing weight! And when I have the apetite to eat I just go to my grandma's neighbour next door (my toksu) and ask her if I can order pizza. And BAM! She'll gimme money to buy pizza's for me and her! Wooohooo! I dont even have to use my money! Man I love it here. Sorry if I being a brat and sorry if this post is sounding like I'm showing off (berlagak). I don't mean to sgow off or anything, I'm just saying whats on my mind.

   Moving forward, this Sunday is the day my grandma will move out from her house to a new house (due to some complicated things that happened). So I'll help my grandma with that. But out of all the things I want to do at Penang, the one thing I want to do is go to Queens Bay Mall and buy that one cardigen I saw the other day. I really want that cardigen so badly!!!! I just don't have the transport to go there! Erghhh! No matter what I am going to that mall and buy that cardigen before I go back to Bukit Sentosa this 25th Dec (christmas) !!!!! And no one can stop me! Over acting.

   Well thats all for tonight. Hope you enjoyed reading, if you dont thanks for reading anyway. Do follow my blog and I'll follow your's. So goodbye for now and tata~

Sincerly,
Hazlin Emira bte Kamal Bahrain.

What Annoys Me!!!! Arghhh!

   Assalamualaikum, and Hodey! Well today I was sittin around doing nothing. So I thought why not post a blog about what people do to annoy me and what annoys me.

   One thing I hate the most is when I'm out eating at a restaurant with my family, theres must be one family member that enjoys annoying you. Well I have 3 family members that enjoy bugging me; firstly my Dad, my annoying sis Anis and lastly my baby(not really a baby, 6years old) brother Irfan a.k.a Aby(as like baby). One of the things I hate the most that annoys me is the sound of a metal spoon or fork clinging with another metal. Understand? It's the sound of you taking a metal spoon and hitting it with another metal spoon. My dad accidently clinged his spoon, so I told him not to do it again... And guess what, he kept on doing it on purpose over and over again! That sound just give me the shivers! In other words 'nilu'.

   Secondly, what annoys me when I'm with a group of friends is when they decide not to listen to me and everytime I start talking they will start saying "lalalalala" and cover their ears and completely ignore me. Warning if any of you do this to me I will take my fist and plant it in your face. I hate it when people do that to me! Ignoring me like that is kinda rude and unrespectable! Huhhhh.

   Carrying on, things that annoy me are clowns, insects, bad internet connection, no network line, no credit, no food to snack on, wet slippers, missing pins, missing hair bands(scrunches),missing remote and black outs. There are alot more things that annoy me but I'm too lazy to list it all. Another thing that annoys me: lazy me.

   Other than people themselves that annoy me, how people chat, sms or call me annoys me too. Chatting online, normal conversation. While I'm typing in the chat box to reply your IM, suddenly you send another IM! So I have to clear what I wrote and start typing a new IM to reply! Damn thats so annoying! It was my turn to reply cant you wait?! Next, sms.... Ok when I'm bored I text friends. It's never ok to ignore my text for no reason and texting me back 4hrs later saying "oh hai :) i was too lazy to text you back then." I feel like throwing my phone! Another thing, typo's I dont mind people pointing out my typo's. But asking me to type properly isn't the best way to get on my good side. I like to type my words the way I say them. . . Now calls. I don't mind people calling just to have conversations buf miss calling me a few times and when I ask them why they called, they completely ignore me! Don't ever do that to me. Don't you dare. . .

    What else annoys me? Hearing people curse out, in other words cuss and in other other words swear. I don't care if your swearing coz your angry, but randomly swearing for no particular reason is just stupid I think. Like this situation: a old lady watches a tv show singing contest. While a man sings this old lady says "why is his voice so f*ckin husky." thats in english... Well in malay is much worst: "suara mcm taik, puk*mak judge dye kata ok. Bodoh betol!" Actually she said it in malay, I just donno how to translate it. I just sat their listening to her swear, and I was like thinking to myself "what the hell old lady! Swearing just coz of his voice is inappropriate(bad spelling)! And your telling me to watch what I say." That old lady is actually a family member, not my grandma(my granny is good). That old lady often comes to my hometown house and lectures everyone to be a good person. Man I'm so maddd!!!
  
   Well, if I carry on this post I think I'll never stop coz theres so many things that bugs me out. So that's it for now. Hope you enjoyed reading. And thanks for reading my post. TATA for now~ bye.

Sincerly,
Hazlin Emira bte. Kamal Bahrain

The Tasmanian Tiger

The thylacine ("Thylacinus cynocephalus") is one of the most fabled animals in the world. Yet, despite its fame, it is one of the least understood of Tasmania's native animals. European settlers were puzzled by it, feared it and killed it when they could. After only a century of white settlement the animal had been pushed to the brink of extinction.

The thylacine looked like a large, long dog, with stripes, a heavy stiff tail and a big head. Its scientific name,"Thylacinus cynocephalus", means pouched dog with a wolf's head. Fully grown, it measured about 180 cm (6 ft) from nose to tail tip, stood about 58 cm (2 ft) high at the shoulder and weighed up to 30 kg. The short, soft fur was brown except for 13 - 20 dark brown-black stripes that extended from the base of the tail to almost the shoulders. The stiff tail became thicker towards the base and appeared to merge with the body. 

The thylacine was shy and secretive and always avoided contact with humans. Despite its common name, 'tiger' it had a quiet, nervous temperament compared to its little cousin, the Tasmanian devil. Captured animals generally gave up without a struggle, and many died suddenly, apparently from shock. When hunting, the thylacine relied on a good sense of smell, and stamina. It was said to pursue its prey relentlessly, until the prey was exhausted. The thylacine was rarely seen to move fast, but when it did, it appeared awkward. It trotted stiffly, and when pursued, broke into a kind of shambling canter. 

Breeding is believed to have occurred during winter and spring. A thylacine, like all marsupials, was tiny and hairless when born. It crawled into the mother's rear-opening pouch, and attached itself to one of four teats. Four young could be carried at a time, but the usual litter size was probably three. As the pouch-young grew, the pouch expanded, and became so big that it reached almost to the ground. Large pouch-young had fur with stripes. When old enough to leave the pouch, the young stayed in a lair such as a deep rocky cave, well-hidden nest or hollow log, whilst the mother hunted. 

Why are they extinct?

The arrival of European settlers marked the start of a tragic period of conflict that led to the thylacine's extinction. The introduction of sheep in 1824 led to conflict between the settlers and thylacines.

  * 1830 Van Diemens Land Co. introduced a thylacine bounties.

  * 1888 Tasmanian Parliament placed a price of £1 on thylacine's head.

  * 1909 Government bounty scheme terminated. 2184 bounties paid.

  * 1910 Thylacines rare -- sought by zoos around the world.

  * 1926 London Zoo bought its last thylacine for £150.

  * 1933 Last thylacine captured, Florentine Valley, sold Hobart Zoo.

  * 1936 World's last captive thylacine died in Hobart Zoo, ( 07/09/1936).

  * 1936 Tasmanian tiger added to the list of protected Wildlife.

  * 1986 Thylacine declared extinct by international standards.

EGG = LIFE

turtle~

Dear Readers,
 Did you know that only 1 in 10,000 turtle hatchlings make it to become adults?

Marine turtles play a key role in our coastal and marine ecosystem. but today, they are fighting for survival because of habitat loss due to unsustainable development as well as the sale and consumption of their eggs.

The marine turtle are not only majestic, gentle and utterly breathtaking creatures; they also play an important part in our marine ecosystem by maintaining healthy coral reefs and sea grass beds.

- Green turtles are largely herbivorous, and their constant grazing on sea grasses increases the health and growth rate of sea grass beds.

- Leatherback turtles are the top predators of oceanic jellyfish, which in turn eat larval fish. as the number of leatherbacks in the ocean decreases, jellyfish numbers may increase locally and eat more larval fish, leaving fewer fish to grow.

- Hawksbill turtles feed mainly on sponges and play caretaker role on coral reefs: by eating sponges they make room for more corals to settle for a healthy reef system.

The marine turtle's contribution go beyond their daily lives; it impacts us and our marine eco-system too. Our marine eco-system that supply you with seafood while sustaining the fisheries and ecotourism industries at the same time. So you see the importance of protecting these magnificent creatures.

Your writter,
Hazlin Emira bte Kamal Bahrain :)

Terfikir Kalau Ajjal Aku Tiba...

Assalamualaikum,
  Ajjal? Hari terputus kita daripada alam dunia dan masuk kita ke alam Barzakh(x tau eja)...Mesty conpirm semua orang terpikir bila kita akan meninggal kan? Well, memang semua pernah tanya dirinya soalan itu but memang mustahil untuk mendapat jawapannya kan.... Just bayangkan kalau kita tahu bila ajjal kita conpirm semua beriman pada last minute nak dekat ajjal...maksud aku macam nih: kalau ko tahu ajjal ko 2 tahun kemudian akan ade setengah orang yang akan terus menunaikan amal soleh tapi bukan semua orang begitu rite? Akan ada setengah orang buat tidak endah dan terus melakukan maksiat...then, pada saat-saat akhir barulah dia akan bertaubat. Rasa macam tidak adilkan kalau macam tu rite? Seorang mukmin yang bersusah payah melakukan amal soleh dapat kesenangan di akirat, tapi seorang yang telah melakukan maksiat but bertaubat pada saat2 akhir hanya sebab dye tahu ajjalnya akan tiba pun dapat kesenangan di akirat...not fair rite.

   Memang ada hikmahnya semua umat islam dan seluruh manusia tidak mengetahui ajjal masing-masing. Ini akan membezakan orang-orang yang beriman dan orang-orang yang tidak beriman. Ini adalah satu cara Allah SWT menguji keimanan setiap manusia. So apabila kita tidak mengetahui ajjal kita bila, kita akan selalu berwaspada dan sentiasa beramal soleh. Tapi ade orang yang melakukan perkara sebaliknya, dia leka akan kesenangan dunia dan lupa akan kehidupan di akhirat kelak nanti. Ada juga yang menyatakan enjoy-enjoy lah dahulu nanti bila tua nanti baru lah bertaubat. Eh, macam tau-tau je ajjal lambat lagi. Mana tahu, tak sempat bertaubat entah-entah minggu depan da takde da kan.... Lagi satu orang(islam) yang selalu buat maksiat nih buat kejer jahat sebab mereka tak perasan yang ada dua malaikat di kedua-dua bahu mereka. Malaikat itu sentisa berada di bahu setiap manusia yang hidup di bumi ini. Kedua-dua Malaikat yang duduk diatas bahu manusia tersebut akan mencatat kebaikan and keburukan yang dilakukan oleh tuan bahunya sehingga ajjalnya tiba. Then soal lah malaikat lain dikubur anda semua. Solat tak lima waktu?!!!! Soalan yang paling mencabar...boleh jawab ke tak korang?

     Next, just pikir laa kalaulah kita akan meninggal pada khamis depan(just bayangkan, bukan btol2) banyak tak benda dalam hidup kita buat kita rasa menyesal? Ada tak perasaan ingin meminta ampun kepada sesiapa terutamanya ibubapa kita? Ada tak perasaan yang amalan kita tidak cukup untuk menampung kita di akhirat kelak nanti? Ada tak perasaan menyesal tidak begitu berusaha untuk mencapai kejayaan dan menyesal tidak  berusaha untuk mengenali Rasul kita Nabi Muhammad dengan lebih teliti? Ada tak perassan menyesal akan cara kita melayan orang dan menyesal akan menyakiti hati seseorang? Ada tak rasa menyesal tidak menjaga aurat? Ada tak perasaan menyesal melawan kata-kata ibu bapa, tidak mendegar kata-kata ibu bapa, tidak menjaga hati ibu bapa, tidak menghormati ibu bapa, tidak menunjuk sayang terhadap ibu bapa dan tidak menyayangi mereka dengan sepenuh hati? Kalau aku terus tanya soalan sampai bila takkan habisnya kan...so renung-renungkanlah soalan yang aku tanya....aku pun banyak menyesal. Kita tidak tahu bila ajjal kita akan tiba, so baik kita menggunakan kehidupan kita untuk beramal soleh dan untuk menyayangi orang dan bagi orang menyayangi kita n terus berdoa supaya kita tergolong dalam golongan orang yang beriman. Thanks for reading...good bye~
Assalamualaikum, from; Hazlin London

Impian & Harapan Untuk Menjadi 'PHOTOGRAPHER!'

Assalamualaikum,
  Firstly, thanks sebab sudi membuka blog aku nih :). Ok straight to the point, Aku dari kecil lagi memang ade minat dalam jurusan photography, aku ingat lagi masa aku 9tahun family aku mengembara ke Switzerland masa cuti sekolah(summer) memang setiap masa aku pegang camera ayah aku tuh. Kalau tak pun sebab ayah tak bagi, yelaa takut hilang or takut orang tetiba ragut kan...mana tau. So setiap kali family aku nak amik gambar mesti aku laa yang menyebuk menjerit "me!me! i want to take the picture" tapi malangnya ayah aku tak bagi, dye paksa aku masuk dalam gambar tuh skali ngan family yang lain....tapi kan, setiap kali ada chance je nak amik gambar mesti aku amik dengan penuh rasa 'happy' n 'excited'.
   Sekarang nih, aku da bercita-cita tinggi untuk menjadi seorang photographer terkenal, tak pun just jadi seorang photographer yang mengembara (traveling photographer) or just seorang photographer pun da rasa bersyukur. But masalahnya sekarang parents aku mana bagi jadi photographer =='' diorang cakap susah nanty keje tak menentu lagi2 kalau perempuan jadi photographer lagi la susah. Ape dikatakan oleh kedua ibubapa aku memang betul, tapi nih impian aku. So aku sekarang nih dlam science stream, ayah aku cakap kalau keputusan akhir tahun nih bagus, dapat straight A(kecuali addmath-ayah x kesah) ayah aku akan belikan CAMERA NIKON untuk aku! WOW! Just bayangkan aku ada camera aku tersendiri, tapi aku rasa nak beli camera nikon yang kecik comel tuh la dulu sebab senang nak bawak la nanty kan. Lepas SPMaku nak kejer and then save segunung duit semata-mata ingin membeli CAMERA yang BERKUALITI TINGGI!
    Lagi satu, aku akan study untuk mendapat keputusan cemerlang for my parents, nenek tersayang and diri aku then gi study (aku nak sambung study bio-tu aku minat!). Sekarang nih aku tanpa pengetahuan ibubapa aku telah amek mata pelajaran tambahan. Cube teka ape? geo? x minat. account? susah laa. ekonomi? boriing....aku amek SENI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeay! haha nih akan membantu aku untuk mencapai dream aku tuk jadi photographer! But shhhhhhhh! jangan bagi tau parents aku, kalau tak gila-gila kena bebel la aku. Yelaa kan physic aku teruk, tambah2 addmath aku nih pulak aku amek seni mane tak panas hati parents aku....hahahaha
    SO mari kita tengok, ape hala tuju & pencapaian yang ingin dicapai dalam jangka masa yang pendek? hurmmm....firstly, untuk menguasai semua mata pelajaran aliran science termasuk addmath!(walaupun impossible huhu) secondly, mendapat keputusan SPM yang terbaik. Thirdly, tidak mengecewakan ibubapa. Keempat, selepas habis sambung blaja bio gi university seni pulak amek jurusan photography! HA! 4 tuh je kan! simple right?! Ok tak semudah dipikirkan but wish me luck! Doakan aku ok!!!! Janji! ok! Sekali lagi terima kasih kerana membaca!
   Assalamualaikum; Hazlin London